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  • Extasy

    OK please excuse my spelling lol idk wat to call it a song or peom i jus wrote wat i felt and please dont no one take this the wrong way lol sum of it has truth and other parts dont u try and figure it out... if i tagged u its cuz ur opinion matters so u betta comment on it lol!! i wrote it in panama city florida cuz of the rain those who know me no wat the rain does to me lol...

    Come into my world of extasy/breathe in and become high off my sweet aroma/play with my emotion/ to prepare me for a dose of your potion/I listen to your deepness/as it begins to become my weakness/ you show me your imagery of perfection and masculinity/I foreplay with a senual but mental feeling/I feel the breeze from your mouth/which guides me to your chin your chest then your v/As I tease and please the frontal lobe of your lower abdomen/you smile as your eyes become heavy yet dizzy with confusion/I open my door and enfuse yourself with me/ waves of a perfect rotation are created/ and rocks made of steel are replenished with my water/Hours go by and minutes are gone/ the wind slows down and the water is calm/ Kiss the deadly which are my lips/ close your eyes and dream of our blissful remenicensent/you me us two as we become one/into the climax that is as hot as the sun/ a tear of released stress rolls down my sweaty cheek your tongue rolls and absorbs it s salty wetness/ and caressess my tongue with a passionate kiss/ I lie my head upon your chest i look in your eyes and my body becomes at rest/I see our universe a complex power/something that help make tonight last longer than an hour/the rain begins to come down its beautiful showers/from your beautiful mind to your strong powers/my body regains strength/and craves for your unlimitedness/so lets sttart again and reverse back to where we started when it was just you and I/
    9:16 PM

  • Ok i Need help i am so confused??...

    Current mood:confused

    ok everyone knows i'm gay right (well if you dont u do now) lol but ok for the last 2 weeks alot of these so called straight guys have been sending me mixed messages that are making me think other wise......now i wont lie i actually liked these guys but we are only friends....but its the things they say or do towards me that makes me think does he like me????? Now i dont no wat to say or do because i am scared that if i approach them and i end up being wrong then i may lose a good friend but if i am right i may find a new guy to be wit.....wat should i do there are 5 right now that i can't figure out....i hate it when str8 dudes try to get at gay dudes in a way that looks str8 to everyone else but the gay dude no the deal u feel me!!! please help me!!!

    9:02 AM
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      • ♥{{murda*mami*}}

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        4 years ago
      • J Donk

        those boyz probably do like u tony u get to know on some secretive type stuff it alwayz workz...joke around wit them n wen u think u know 4 sure...u'll neva know if u dont ask if dey ur friends dey will be str8 up wit u about it..

        4 years ago

  • My ending and last words to Donnie a letter for him...

    Current mood:sad

    Why everytime i follow my heart i get hurt? This time i don't know what to do.....he shot me down and stabbed me. Before i could feel it i asked for his love or really just his true heart and when he said no i felt it and died..I tried so hard not to cry but i couldn't help it when you love someone hard (like me) you just can't be ok when they say it will never work when they don't know the future or won't admit they that they love you when its your heart that tells you they do. For almost a year i waited for you and apologized for every arguement even when you were wrong not me i did it because i didn't wanna lose you over something dumb. i said  i love you once and you never said it back you said i feel the same but i love my boyfriend. Now that your single i try one last time to get you but you don't want me you say it will never work because we are too far apart. But i say love knows no distance and i am willing to make it work for you and even got my mom to back me and say if he wants to make it work with you i will bus you to him and you say no! Go talk to another boy and forget about me and i said i cant do that its too hard you have been leading me on and playin with my emotions for soo long that i guess i fell for your game. We argue and end on a sour note now why did following my heart lead me too this? What did i do wrong?
     
    donnie if you read this understand now thats it over i have really thought about it and its you who is losing out cause i am fine just the way i am and i promise you we will meet but it will be so unexpected that neither of us will know what to do but go thru mix emotions....

     
    9:09 AM

  • Lovers and Fighters

    Current mood:sad

    Fighters waiting to be lovers but others are in the way he doesn't know he has the key to the lock that can't be broken but only unlocked. I wish he could see the truth is me. I said it so many times but never once heard it from you I even took a chance and said i love you hoping you could say the same but all i heard was life. I try to get in your mind speaking rhymes and metaphors hoping you will change your mind about the one you are with but you have learned to block me. I call myself waiting on you cutting off every and any chance to like or try someone else and believe there been a few. I jus dont wanna miss our chance at love or the best thing that ever could happen to me ....i jus dont no what to do am i stupid for doing this or am i a strong lover. We are fighters and lovers but i am doing most of the loving can someone help me....

     

    3:13 AM

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